I just want someone to care enough to keep trying...
Neassa
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit Neassa's Xanga Site!

Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 7/10/1992
Gender: Female


Interests: Video games, reading, writing, annoying my brothers, research on pointless things, listening to music, etc...
Expertise: Technology, Literature, Driving People Insane, etc...


Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM: DragonfireNeassa


Member Since: 7/26/2005

SubscriptionsSites I Read

Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Currently Watching
Shaman King Completed Collections
see related

Emoness...

My entire night can be summed up in one sentence.

'I stared mournfully at the cookie.'

Not because I'm dieting and couldn't eat the cookie, sillies. I quickly polished off 5 cookies, but I left that one. Why?

That cookie was for someone.

Someone who never showed up.

To be fair, it's not their fault, but they promised they'd come. And they didn't.

Still, I don't think I'll eat that cookie. When they show up tomorrow and say they're sorry, I'll tell them how long I waited and how I even baked cookies and show them the one I saved just for them...

http://files1.mailboxdrive.com/mp3s-new/s/sumtymziwunde


Thursday, December 06, 2007

I'm sure by now I've told everyone all about my brothers and how Austin is the most rebellious and stupidly rotten, stubborn person I know.

No? My mistake.

Anyways, Austin is the most rebellious and stupidly rotten, stubborn person I know. And guess what? He's going through puberty.

Oh, dear.

We just had a little 'family meeting' in Austin's room in which he relvealed that he believed he was right and everyone else in the world was wrong. Back up the gravy train please, I think I missed something.

I just peeked into his room to eavesdrop. Mad ninja skillz. Apparently he and Mom are still in there, can't speak for Jamie though. I'll probably write more either when I get mad again or have for info.

Hobey-ho, let's go.

~*~Neassa-chan


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Currently Listening
The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
By Koji Kondo
Saria's Song
see related

Creepy

Hallo, peoples.

Now for the subject of this particular entry, it's about 5:50 in the morning. Why am I up so early, well I'm nocturnal by nature, but that's beside the point. The point is that for the third time, I got a threatening phone call from a withheld number.

The first two times I just answered the phone, said 'Hello' and heard breathing, so I figured it was a prank, even though it was around 5:30 in the morning.

Several minutes ago, however, I recieved another phone call and when I answered, I heard a voice that I recognized as the computerized 'Microsoft Sam' that just about anyone with a 'Windows' computer can access. It started to say 'You shall not-', but I put the phone away from my ear before I heard the rest, it happened three times before I finally hung up. I figure it was gonna say 'You shall not live to see tomorrow.' Which really makes no sense 'cause technically it was tomorrow when they called, but you know, whatever.

So, obviously this person is trying to creep me out, but it narrows down my search to those that know my number and have their own computer. They are as follows:

My older brother. (definite canidate)

My mother. (not computer-savvy enough to find 'Microsoft Sam')

My dad. (I wouldn't put it past him)

My best friend. (Rachel, if you did this I swear no one will never ever find your body... at least not all the pieces. Ever.)

My sister. (Away in South Padre for the week, though, come to think of it I think she was away when the other calls were made and she has prank-called me before, but that was only in a thickly fake asian accent asking if I knew the synonym of cinnamon, but I did call her today so she would have seen the missed call and been reminded of my existence.)

My grandparents. (can barely turn on their computers)

Friend I've known since forever. (Got my number only after the first two calls.)

So, yeah. Unless I have some freakish stalker or something ( ' The hell would I have a stalker when I'm about a hundred pounds overweight?! Okay, maybe I'm exagerrating, but still!) it has to be one of these people.

Though I am thankful I got the adrenaline to stay awak throughout the day, which is what I was planning on doing. It's kinda hard not to get an adrenaline rush when you recieve a threatening phone call at 5:38 in the morning.

So people who care, pray for me, and if the caller is reading this reveal yourself to me and maybe I'll only rip out one of your lungs.

~*~Neassa-chan


Friday, July 13, 2007

Currently Listening
One Step Closer
By Linkin Park
see related

Blah...

Hallo, all. Just letting people know what's going on in my life, which is not much. New developments:

-I'm fifteen now!

-I'm the only person I know who hasn't gotten their permit, simply because I don't want to learn to drive. ((OMG! Call the presses, a teenager who does't want to learn to drive! Yeah, I'm weird. ^_^))

-I've figured out a way to avoid going to my dad's house for a week. YAY!

-I'm not on bad terms with my brother. ZOMG! *dies of a heart-attack*

-I've succefully drawn the attention of all of the English teachers at my school and gotten on their good side.

-I've written the first few chapters of my own original novel. If you want to read them, let me know and I'll send them to you.

-I'm officially my granparents' favorite. YAY!

That's about it. Still having slightly morbid dreams, the latest of which went something like this: My sister, me, and Jack Sparrow got marooned on an iceberg and tried to kill eachother for pillows and blankets, then my sister and I looked over the edge of the iceberg and saw a tropical paradise, so we ditched Jack and headed over there. That's the first part. If anyone cares I'll put up the second part.

GTG, TTYL!

~*~Neassa-chan


Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Just found out my dad really has two girlfriends.... and he's living with one and works with the other.

In too much shock to write.

More later.



Next 5 >>

kitty girl
The Wolf is your true demon form. You are the
strong, loyal, brave and trustworthy
one. You know how to make up the right mind,and
you sure do have a bunch of good friends that're
always by your side.

What is your true demon form?girls only(with anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla HASH(0x8bbbf10)
Dragon-powerful,tough,misunderstood. no one really
gets you, some even fear you without getting to
know you. You strike out violently against
those who hurt or offend you, but can make the
loyalist and greatest friend to those who
bother to look past your tough exterior.

[¢¾][x]What Mythological Creature Dwells Within your Soul [¢¾][x]
brought to you by Quizilla
[♥][x] What Animal is your Destined Companion [x][♥]

The wolf - Strong, Brave, Loyal. You hold your family and friends to the utmost importance, and would die for them without a second thought. You stand up and fight for what you believe in no matter the costs, and you will fight to the death.
Take this quiz!

Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
A blind date with a member of the Sohma family! ^^ But which one? (For girls)

...A cow!That's right! You're blind date was none other than Mr. Split Personality, Haru (or Hatsuharu) Sohma! -^.^-Got milk? xD Lmao!Hatsuharu is stylish and rebellious. You'll have you hands full trying to keep him in line. ^^Although he can be really sweet and kind, when provoked he goes into an uncontrollable rage and turns into Black Haru. So watch out for his nasty temper!Although you wouldn't think it, your Sohma man is really good with kids. ^-^ Aww! That's a really good trait for a potential father! ;D
Take this quiz!

Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Girls: What do the people from Ouran High School Host Club think of you?

Tamaki: Thinks you're funny and a bit of a tease.Mori: Thinks you're distantly related to the twins.Kyoya: Thinks you're secretly plotting something.Hunny/Honey: Likes to play your games and is good friends with you.Hikaru & Kaoru: They can't decide who gets to ask you out.Haruhi: Is glad you're her friend, and thinks that one of the twins should date you.Renge: Thinks you should change your personality. Don't ask me why, ask her.Nekozawa: Thinks you have a dark side, if you let it out.
Take this quiz!

Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Which member of the Ouran High-School Host Club are you?

You are Hikaru & Kaoru Hitachiin!
Take this quiz!

Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Which Ouran High School Host Club member are you? (edited again!)

Kaoru: The younger of the Hitachiin brothers, Kaoru loves mischief and chaos. When he is alone, however, he is calm and relatively normal. He has more control over his wild brother and is more atune to other people's feelings. Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Which DNAngel Character are You?

You're Dark. You love to play around and mess with people. You're very smooth and also persuasive and sneaky. People are drawn to you, mainly because of your looks, but also because of your unique behavior. You can get out of a lot of situations without even breaking a sweat.
Take this quiz!

Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

<bgsound src="http://home.insightbb.com/~junkopardner/music/BJ-L.mp3" loop="infinite">